Why I feel different from everyone else

[Ronshell]

Am I the only one? Am I the only person in this world who thinks every stare makes me wanna melt instantly. Am I the only person who always prefer the farthest seat at the corner in every restaurant I go. Am I the only one who pretends someone's texting me whenever I am in a crowd for reasons I don't know. I look at other people and sometimes I wish I could just be like them. I cry myself to sleep every night. Every morning feels like a thorn in my throat. Yes, there are people who are like me.  We fight wars no one can see, where there's no chance of winning. We are prisoners in our own world. Instead of feeling sorry, I realize a very important thing one day. I am brave. I go to battle every day and I wake up the next day, doing the same thing. If I am not the only person who's like this, I am very proud of you guys. I am proud of us: the weird ones.